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Love
is you and me.
No motivation, no encouragement.
Date : Sunday, June 14, 2009
Brief update..

On one particular day while preparing to go for frisbee. Took photos with charmaine.


On thursday, I forgot for what reason, we go to the library. And webcam! LOL.

Charmaine busy playing PSP.



Vivian, Erica, Zann, Evelyn & Charmaine.


Me and Alex.

Friday, went over to Niepok's house and watch this movie, Amusement. Sucky movie ever. -_-" LOL. Then cab over to baby's house and find him. :) Stayed over.

Saturday, Baby woke me up at around 9am in the morning, yawn! Went to CWP to have breakfast and buy movie tickets for Drag Me to Hell at 9.40pm. Went back to his house and slacked. Got too tired and napped awhile. Ended up waking up at only 9pm. Wash up and rushed to CWP.



This is the old lady in the movie, her face is scary!! (Notice there is stapler bullets on her head?)


Okay, scary.
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Sunday. Woken by baby, again. Tired! Go off to work at 12pm. Bought food to work and eat.. Didnt meet up with baby after work as he was out with his brothers to slack. Nich mother called and asked me to go slack with them. They meet me after my work at my house downstairs. Went home to put down my stuffs and go down to slack with them. They're still the same old people I used to know, my nice bunch of friends, my clique:)

A few of them left after awhile, while others accompany me to CC and eat my dinner. Nich mother say he feel like playing Badminton out of a sudden. Bah, agreed to it. Went over to somewhere near his block, and we all played badminton. Get tired easily when playing with them. Playing with mother's Ipod Touch, very fun!! I feel like getting one too :(

After badminton, they walked me till block 229, and I walked home myself. Now my hand feels so sourrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm getting lazy to continue, I go watch my show and off to slp:) Bui!


Many questions have been running through my mind..
Am I still the one you loved so much one year ago? Do I still holds that important position in your heart after so long? You told me, meeting everyday will have nothing else to do.. Nowhere to go.. But even when we doesn't meet everyday, we already running out of places to go.. Running out of topics to talk about.. When I'm at your house, we're doing our own stuffs, if you realised.. Is it because we've got nothing else to say anymore?

Is there really such thing called, simple love? All you need is the love and concern from your other half. Is it really so easy?

I'm feeling a change in you/me/us.. You got so much to talk to with your buddies/brothers, whereas you've got nothing to talk to me. To me, whenever we've problems, you will be avoiding it.. You never want to face it. Sleeping is the solution for you. 'Cos you think things will eventually be forgotten or get better when we/you woke up..

You said something that makes me feel super upset. Maybe you didnt realise. So what? This is all you wanted? This is what keeps our r/s going, isn't it?

I'm trying to treat as though nothing happened, but I cant.. I want a clear explanations. I dont want anymore running-away-from-problems. I dont want to treat as though nothing is happening anymore. But can we? Sigh.. FYI, I'm not having moodswings. I just feel like saying out whatever I have been keeping in my mind this few weeks/months..


If you are my friend, dont ask me what happened. Just treat me as normal..

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Vivian Ng

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